Where do I begin? My conference ended today and I decided to just drive home at 230am. Partially because I was awake and it was easier to drive at night instead of driving in the morning and dealing with everyone checking out. Partially just so I’d be home… alone… or so I thought. When I […]

This was a push notification on my cell phone from Poshmark. Seemed appropriate as I’m fighting for a comeback. I’ve been at a conference for the past 2 days. The pro is I’ve been so busy I’ve been able to keep my mind off the clusterfuck that is my life. Nothing much has happened. I […]

You listen. And you listen carefully. You don’t doubt it is Him, you just know. Yesterday I started the 21 days of prayer. I also made the decision not to go to work since my husband was staying home. I didn’t tell him or the kids, it was a silent decision to spend time with […]

3 short weeks. Well a lot can happen in 3 weeks, my world was shattered in 3 weeks. Something I didn’t think about until right this moment. 3 weeks is when I started to really suspect and investigate versus when I found out. But… today is not about my shattered marriage. Today’s post is about […]

…between love and hate. Or there is a song that describes my emotional state perfectly… Gnash- I hate u, I love u. Listen to it. I know some that my journey here seems typical. Statistics show 60% of men have affairs. Of that 60%, 30%-50% will end up reconciling ONLY because their spouse is willing. […]

I promise not to use profanity in my message to you Father. First and foremost, my prayer: First and foremost Father, I ask for forgiveness of my sins. I am not perfect Lord, but I am trying to be a better person and live a Christ like life. I am also working to ensure my […]

Dictionary.com “considered to not be worth keeping or maintaining.” First and foremost, let me start by saying I had no intention of doing more than one blog entry a day. And for the most part, I still don’t. But since today is “Who am I” day I think its important to discuss the word expendable. […]

This is a tough question to answer. Who am I is a 42 year old woman. I am a mother of 2 teenagers and a wife. I have a professional career. And I am living in total hell right now. Why hell you ask? Simple, I discovered in July that my husband (married 13 almost […]